Sooo srsly over being chromically sick. I can never have fun. Life is dull and i feel 100% shit all the time. Curently im getting worse and im kinda lowkey freaking out because ive already done all there is i can do.

My doctor doesn’t think im sick but knows im not well.

So.

Like.

Wtf do i do.

Ive been doing nothing for almost a year now.

Being chronically sick has, at times, made me realize life is precious.. but on the other hand its made me realize how much of a bitch ass suck fest life can be. Like who cares if life has been shit for so long for you but here- it gets worse!

Also i have no compassion when people complain about getting a cold or flu. Like wow youre going to get sick and then probably are going to get better with little to no effort. Must be tough. I never used to be so harsh but im just so angry at the world.

No one understands what it is thats wrong with me//therefore dont quite see how hard things are for me. Im so lonely. I miss my old life so much.

Hola

I’m back bitches.

So i honestly cannot remember the last time I’ve posted, if youre still here.. hi?

Since ive been gone i did a really good job of getting rid of toxic people and places outta my life and was ready for a new chapter. Then i got sick.

I was diagnosed with glandular fever back in jan18 and basically never got better. It’s nearly been a year. I’m sitting inbetween post viral fatigue syndrome and chronic fatigue syndrome but i feel like pure hell.

So i thought what better place to journal this depressing condition than my old tumblr. Unless i forget about it then come back another time with some other issue i need to vent…

Life can be a real hard fuckin dick sometimes.

Reason #567 for why im over sharehousing. Someone throws out your drugs. Seriously.

Feminism still exists and isnt shit god dammit shit

Hey so first post in years.. again.. whattup.. anywayss

Im really angry and also kinda laughing because wtf. So i just found out someone i know … doesnt believe rape culture exists in Australia?.. and that feminism is in its 4th wave of vindictive.. something?.. idk i feel like he was paraphrasing ‘facts’ from someone like milo.. edgy..

Like. What. Do they think of these as actual hard facts? Although i wouldnt be so offended if i didnt pigeonhole myself in with these.. (cue dramatic music) MODERN FEMINISTS~ A bit like how they wouldnt want to be associated with MRA’s…

How. Does. This. Happen.

Also other things mentioned were that the wage gap doesnt exist, men get better positions in workplaces because theyre better no other reason… and there was something else but honestly. Im just surprised people actually think this way… these were reasons his gf dumped him.. because she believes they are real………….hm

Help me out. Please restore my faith in feminism. That it isnt for the reason of stepping on men but for the overal benefit of all people because the marginalized group (women!whyitisfuckingcalledfeminismnotequalism) is the basis for issues everyone faces.

I hate feeling rattled by people like this.

drunk a bottle of wine in an hour and a half. it doesnt sound like long but it sure feels fast